It has been a while since I have last blogged.
I have had a lot of things change in my life recently and I am so excited about them.
First, I got a new job that has already begun to change my life. I love everyone I work with and the kiddos are super great. I get to do the one thing I know in my life that I can do. I finally feel that I have my life back after losing my job almost 5 years ago. This is the first time in my life that i am starting to feel normal and not depressed about my job situation.
There are many things I have learned in these last 5 years. I have learned how to live on very little money. I have learned what needs I have and the wants I wish I had. I have been very blessed to have a God that takes care of his people. He has taken care of me in so many different ways. When I lost my job and insurance I have never had to have any major medical procedures done. I haven't needed the attention of a dr. I have a very nice place to live. I have a roof over my head and a car to get to work. I will now be able to save money for whatever my future holds. I never realized how much of myself I lost when I didn't have my job anymore. I thought that was exactly what I was supposed to be doing... I know that I am now in the right field and working with people who are on my team. I know that I was placed in the right spot, in the right time. God always has a plan and his plan is always better then mine. In the last 2 weeks I have been more tired then I can ever remember being. I have been super busy with both working 2 jobs and with school. I have been able to manage everything pretty well, although I need to sleep more. That is partially my own fault.
Second, I have met an amazing man and he is really changing my life. He is very sweet and joins in with my weirdness :)
I have started to get over my own issues I have had with past relationships and just move on toward the better. I didn't realize how many self-esteem issues I had until i got back into a relationship. It is really funny how the past comes sneaking back up on you when you aren't expecting it.
I have 8 classes left until I get my degree and I can't wait for that day when I get to graduate with my degree and see what the world has to offer.
I have no idea what I am going to do or where life is going to take me, all i know is that I am just along for the ride.